in real life

i don't feel like being all proper like and capitalizing anything tonight again. hope ya'll don't mind.

in real life, i just lost a close friend and dearheart, k.o.  he was 85 and a sit-in for my grandparents that all passed away when i was pretty young. he was a gentlemen and jokester, a worker and have funner.  k.o. was the kind of guy all the girls want to marry.  he wore his uniform well, and made his country proud.  he said about his wife, "i'm the best thing that ever happened to her." but he had no doubt it was vice versa.  k.o. was the kind of person that everyone aspires to be like.  i don't know why i'm talking about him in past tense.  he's more alive than he's ever been. i love ya, 'ol guy.  see you soon.

in real life, we got our yearbooks today.  and a lot of people signed mine, and all of them had very lovely things to say that made my heart smile.  but his was the best.  it was heartfelt and quirky, smudged but perfect.  you tug at my heartstrings without even trying.  don'tcha know i'm crazy 'boutcha?  i like you kid.  i like you sincerely.

in real life, my best friend and i couldn't study due to singing "i'll make a man out of you" from mulan. sorry if we just wanna defeat the huns and not care about u.s. history.

in real life, my dear soul sis went to formal with my other soul sibling ro and basically i just wanted to die of sheer happiness.  there's nothing quite like sharing a soul with someone, i hope you guys get to experience it someday.  it's the best thing (that was for kat ^_^) and nothing can begin to compare the beauty God has in soul sister/broship.  it's rad.

in real life, i'm seeing relient k this friday.  i keep pinching myself and holding my tickets in my hand to assure myself i'm not dreaming.  they're real, and i'm beyond excited, and matty t. better get ready for the biggest hug ever.